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pff*** sigh***

..i don’t know if i should even write it here…but i’ve got nowhere to write this so..here it goes….

..you may think that i’m closed-minded..that i don’t understand… *sigh** i do..guess i wasn’t just ready for the big news…especially for the other "sitz" you told me about the other night …and of all people, i thought you were the one who’s goin to use your brain and be more practical over this matter… it’s just that, you deserve a better life than this..you could’ve chosen a more dignified man…c’mon.. i know this sounds corny.lol*** but…i was hoping maybe you could find a better one..one that is presentable enough to introduce to us…and someone who’d stand by his two feet and work his butt off…someone who was more responsible… where is the "spark" now???where did it get you??? and to THAT one, well, are you happy now you got her into this???and just for the record, i DID not do anything to make her do THAT decision…you should be jumping now for joy, shouldn’t you???

.. i actually thought even before that you are at high risk of being into this sit.. coz u constntly change your bfs and never seem to be satisfied with a single man… but then again, i was hoping you’d prove me wrong… i was thinking maybe i was thinking too much… but… here we go… can’t do nethin nemor huh???

…i promised to be here for always…but…i still am shocked…i said i won’t leave you no matter what.. that’s true…but i still can’t find some logic on the whole thing…that’s why i can’t offer you comforting words yet…in our 101 they say "you shouldn’t give your client false reassurances"…that’s why i said what i was feeling…that’s why i can’t say you’d be okay..’cause under normal circumstances you won’t…how much  more now, right??? i miss you…when i’m home i’ll give you a hug..you’re still very much welcome at home…i’m not just so sure if nothing will change…i’m sorry if i had to be harsh…i just can’t help it… in time, i’ll come to accept it…maybe my gift for ya this christmas, perhaps??? yo te amo mi prima…yo esperanzo que tu quero vida allegre…. i know it’s crooked spanish but.hope u got the msg..

~ by kathy-yen on October 20, 2006.